The name , I loved

I stopped & think , are you really the one i should waste my time on ?. Maybe , you're not the one , already .
BACK from camp . The day before camp , do flag ah . SOSO eh , will upload photos tomorrow , hopefully uhr . (:
Day1 ,
Met Yijun at hongwen there , i squeeze my bag with things . & of course , it's about to explodee . & the WATERMELON . Haiyoyo . SUPER big lah . Met amira ma'am . Blahblahblah . Bought Green-Tea . YiJun 1st day I/C , I 2nd day . WeiLoon 3rd . Did theory test . OA derh . FULL MARKS . Haiya , anyhow boom derh eh . Lunch at rasa sayang . Headed down to camp site . CHEERS on bus . Reached . Packed things . Then OA cooking . The fire dint light up no matter what !. Seniors helped . AT LAST !. 3spoon full of maggie , 1hotdog && 2fishball . Okayokay lah .Prepared for the campfire performance then . Please lah , just leave me alone like that . You forgot who helped you liao ah ?. Think lah . Why the fuck should i cry ?. Dosent make sense lorh . I'm not as GOOD as her , i know . (: Bath , & slept in tent . SUPER not nice . ):
Day2 ,
Woke up early . Fall in , PT .Breakfast . Performance . VERY funny ah !. (: Then got amazing race . VERYVERY fun . The activity i like most in the camp . && when was i a YELLOW banana ?. I LOVE that activity larh !, HEH[: Then is lunch then prepare performance , change to mcflyflyfly - all about you . His parents want him fly meh ?. Give him this kinda kuku name :x . PLAY GAMES . JOKEEE . In-Line skating then . How great !. I've done before for like three years !. & i still dont how how to skate . -.- . Then say BYE to vendors . Dinner . Campfie then . Kinda high ?. My frontfrontfront , HAHAHA !. I DRANK COKEEE !. Fear factor then . GOOD lah . KF told me he at US , NOOB , tell me for what !. Cause , i told him to buy something for me , HOW GREAT ! HE DID !. Thanks ah ! (: Bath & sleep . * I've got STOMACH ACHE that day , who cared ?. NONE .
Day3
SLEEP until shiokshiok ah sial !. last one to wake up . Go and bath , unpitched tent , area cleaning . Best campers , Shirley && Yijun . Slept in the bus , as usual larh !. MAC !. BBC ! HOME !. (:
That's all for now eh . Meeting HuiShan , Wendy && Sandra tomorrow . TAKECARE ! BYEBYE !.
I want to be the one , always . ILY , M .

Haiya , no point saying anyth lerh yarh ?. I just cant make it . Seriously lost to her liao eh . Thanks for the lies you made up with , in order to cheer me up . I know , its fake . What a lie . NOOB . It's impossible to win her . Wasted so much time . She's the BEST , while , i'm only a rubbish which you all dont even give a fuck to . You said you need ways , excuses , guidiance . I gave . Ideas ?. I GAVE . What you want ?. Seriously .Sick & tired o angrying . Cause all you want is her , aren't you . FUCKOFF !. ),:

GRANDPA ! I MISS YOU ! ALOTALOTALOTALOTALOT ! COMEBACK !. I know you dont bear to leave us , right ?. SO COME BACK !. Come back . I swear i'd treasure every moment . With you . Just come back , wont you ? GRANDPA