Grandpa

Grandpa , I still remember ,

you reprimanding me , of my results , you told me to buck up , I remembered .

you laughing and telling us jokes .

you telling us days back when you were young , & those things you did .

you asking me if there are stationaries i need , you'll buy them for me , definetly .

you waitting for me to come home , talking to me , not others , you said they're like logs . They dint understand what are you talking about .

you comforting me whenever i cred , when i saw a freaking lizard , when i was young .

you comforting me when i had my very first , cramp .

you telling me off whenever i did things wrong .

you telling me to come home early , everyday . I did .

you smiling & watching tv , before that day .

That day ,

I had my PSLE extra lesson , i then went home . You wasn't home . I was frantic , i was worried . I ran to all markets to look for you . & then , a phone call . & you're gone . Your bicycle , Sim's road . I cried so much , cause i really cant believe , at that very moment , you're gone . At that moment , i really knew what is , treasure . I really understand that .

You're already gone , but still , i remember your laughters , your talks . I know i shouldn't cry , but while writting these , eyes are red with tears . I know i shouldn't cry , even though you're gone . But i really do miss you . But have i forgotten ?. I still have grandma with me .

Grandpa , how are you ?. I miss you . ):
If only i can rewind time back , i swear , i'd treaure . i'd care , & i'd love . I'd accompany you , whatever you did . & before that day , you knew you gotta go , you told me to takecare & stuff like that . If only i knew , i'd miss you like that . I love seeing you holding on to grandma's hand . You dint let it go , never . If you're still with me , i can swear that , i'd love home more . Cause , i really want you back . IMissYou . ):

Now then i realise , now then i know , what's treasure . Too late , isn't it .
Love me her .